December ended with me only managing to output one colored drawing. Obviously I do not have the passion, or the discipline professional artists have. So, to comply with my own rules, I have decided to set drawing and writing aside, and no longer think of it as something I can use to earn extra cash.
One thing I did notice as the days passed however was this sense of dread. Not because of the deadline, but because I did not want to give up drawing and writing entirely. While I do have a hard time finding motivation to draw, color or write, I found myself still wanting to continue making stuff, even at a slow pace. So, while I will set the arts aside for more important things, I will still strive to put in as much practice as I can.